lots of potatoes and tomatoes

Friday, 27 September 2013

life

Twelve days I'm here.

I am still intrigued by the ability of humans to adapt.

Twelve days I'm here,

first night I arrived I was shaking because it was so cold and I was so afraid;

now I'm already adapting to the cold wind and depressing weathers,

still afraid though.

Class is big, and different.

Class has pathetically few Asians,

but I'm trying to be reallllyyyyy optimistic about things!

I made a new friend today! well Hongkie la cannot meh.

I'm giving my best trying to mix,

but I still don't think I belong,

I'm trying though.

My housemates are really nice;

I have four Malaysians, a Vietnamese and a Pakistanese with me.

All of them are very nice and two of them can cook riilliiii well,

and I think that I am really lucky to have enrica helping me since I first stepped foot into this house.

And the fact that my family is 10,000km away from me,

just the thought of that makes me anxious,

however

the familiarity of their voices and the unchanged furniture calms me a bit.

It's just twelve days here and I am exposed to all these things,

shocked yes, yet relieved and grateful,

these people I meet and the opportunity being here in the UK.

I'm adapting, learning and growing up.

instead of counting down the days,

I should really make everyday count here :)

I'm okay : )

Monday, 22 April 2013

toilet tinkerbelle

廁所女神「トイレの神様」

植村花菜

“どうしてだろう　人は人を傷付け
大切なものをなくしてく”

到底为什么人总要彼此伤害

渐渐失去最重要的东西

thank you for making me what i am today

Monday, 4 March 2013

beaches

A trip to Si Kao, Thailand ;)

A pair of Chris Cross

a dog I named Daisy, again;

A sister;

and A brother,

a belly pretty cousin,

a temple with bells chiming with the wind,

a very high class and costy in bed breakfast;

a very good day to bath in the sea,

family :)

a Valentine's dinner setup,

an injured cousin,

a very pretty sunset,

cousins ♥

familyyy ;)

a Bokeh in Si Kao ;)

and a sky full of stars,

a cave that led us to the other world,

a pond full of tiger pishes,

a lot of coconuts, tomyams,

and a heart full of love.

hahaha wtf.

Tuesday, 8 January 2013

I'm here again after a year of misery. Going to class, rushing assignments, driving to school back and forth, getting exhausted and sleeping for the whole afternoon, skipping class, sleeping in class, going home early. Life last year was contradictory, either hectically busy; or unduly easygoing. Nevertheless I was enjoying the latter. The best thing is worrying about nothing. BUT, the emptiness that hits almost immediately is really eating me inside. I need to leave, I mean, now. Life shouldn't be like this, one bumming year is definitely more than enough.

And now, one, step, closer.

And, another step backwards.

: (

Regretting does no good, no use crying over spilled milk.