I'm here again after a year of misery. Going to class, rushing assignments, driving to school back and forth, getting exhausted and sleeping for the whole afternoon, skipping class, sleeping in class, going home early. Life last year was contradictory, either hectically busy; or unduly easygoing. Nevertheless I was enjoying the latter. The best thing is worrying about nothing. BUT, the emptiness that hits almost immediately is really eating me inside. I need to leave, I mean, now. Life shouldn't be like this, one bumming year is definitely more than enough.
And now, one, step, closer.
And, another step backwards.
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Regretting does no good, no use crying over spilled milk.
Opening doors to new worlds. Crossing fingers, praying hard and wishing for the best for myself.
Please, let me through.
I promise I BE GOOD.
