where have you been

Growing up means getting harder to trust.
it means knowing not to hold high expectations,
it means keeping things to yourself, knowing the truth might hurt.
it means holding dear on to the people you really like,
hoping that they feel the same way too.

I've missed my friend, a lot.

sometimes i just want to curl into a ball, and in a corner,
i want to just shrink, and shrink, and shrink, and shrink,
until i evaporate in the air,
until i can't see myself anymore.

生活

Cinque Terre

Venice

Burano

生活, 生活

会快乐也会寂寞

生活, 生活

明天我要好好地过

總有一天我們都死去 丟掉名字的回憶再沒有意義

请大家听一首歌词很没有营养的歌

happy cny!

as i grow older, i find myself being more capable of relating to others more.
i started to realize that my parents too, are humans, like me.
i started to realize that my siblings too, my cousins, too, are like me.
the only difference is they are strapped with the label 'papa' and 'mama' since the day i was born.
the responsibilities laden on their shoulders are the same costumes that clouds my vision from seeing them as a person.
i'm still learning though, learning to see them as a person, that they too, have their own lives, friends, habits, likes and dislikes.
i hope it's not too late.
not too late to realize that yes, they are my parents, my siblings,
yes, they have the onus to look after of the younger me,
but again, yes, they too have their own things to do,
and it's not appropriate to think that their worlds revolve solely on a person,
it's inevitable to grow up. i have to grow up.
meanwhile praying that my future child can be enlightened earlier that i did.

fark

my life in a nutshell,
i lost my pair of sunglasses in London;
and today i lost my pair of spectacles at pull&bear's fitting room i guess.


legally blind now!