beaches

A trip to Si Kao, Thailand ;)

A pair of Chris Cross

a dog I named Daisy, again;

A sister;

and A brother, 

a belly pretty cousin,

a temple with bells chiming with the wind,

a very high class and costy in bed breakfast;

a very good day to bath in the sea,

family :)

a Valentine's dinner setup,

an injured cousin,

a very pretty sunset,

cousins ♥

familyyy ;)

a Bokeh in Si Kao ;)

and a sky full of stars,

a cave that led us to the other world,

a pond full of tiger pishes,

a lot of coconuts, tomyams,

and a heart full of love.

hahaha wtf.

bye bitchy bitchy year

I'm here again after a year of misery. Going to class, rushing assignments, driving to school back and forth, getting exhausted and sleeping for the whole afternoon, skipping class, sleeping in class, going home early. Life last year was contradictory, either hectically busy; or unduly easygoing. Nevertheless I was enjoying the latter. The best thing is worrying about nothing. BUT, the emptiness that hits almost immediately is really eating me inside. I need to leave, I mean, now. Life shouldn't be like this, one bumming year is definitely more than enough. 

And now, one, step, closer. 

And, another step backwards. 

: ( 

Regretting does no good, no use crying over spilled milk. 

Opening doors to new worlds. Crossing fingers, praying hard and wishing for the best for myself. 

Please, let me through. 

I promise I BE GOOD.

hair is longer FTW!

16th November

Putrajaya Botanical Garden

okay 一年了

这班人很没有创意又去骑脚车

haha

okay la 他们有去PD but 我没有去到

所以我很不平衡我不要提

哼

Desa Park City ; 9th December 2011

okay 一年了

这班男生还是顾自己玩罢了

女生是去不懂做么的

haha

还要一直给鸣森骂 还有听有骨话 hahah!

老大我们知错了啦

以后叫我们去打机都ok!

Desa Park City ; 9th December 2011

一年了

头发也长了

也长大了

鸣森的手更长了

我还是很执着 :(

而且他不见了

hahahahahahahahahhahah!!

okay

虽然还是一直被忽略

可是佩仪可韵和青艳还是很乐在其中 :D

wei.. 他们讲那一天最开心是打机的时候 T.T

我们以后去打机好了hahaha

;)

in movies,

it's the background music that manipulates the emotions we are supposed to feel,

which makes scenes extra emotional.

having too much dosage of drama cliches;

i'm adding music to every occasion in my mind.

no i don't have an upbeat music when i go shopping,

neither will i have a heartbreaking music if i die dramatically one day.

no the crisis when i die; no hans zimmer when i meet a pirate.

well it's impossible to carry an orchestra everywhere i go.

haha!

did a lot of thinking about life recently.

life's not a movie,

stop anticipating those that won't happen,

get a life!

&

life is really fragile, live well.

in time;

要坚强  不要害怕  不要逃避

信仰不要忘记

不要强求 是你的 就是你的

有些过去应该忘记

继续生活

instead of magnifying things i lost,

why not move on?

there's much more to see.

dandelions

i am probably the most cowardly person you've ever met.

indecisive; couldn't make up my mind.

i can't even decide which phone to buy, the thought of getting the wrong one freaks me out

i can't even look through the pictures of trips without me, i'll trip and fall

i can't even bear the thought of my future, it's too dim and unknown 

now knowing that it might be possible

the thought of being on the other side of the world makes me want to cry

i know what i want,

it'll make me a total loser for restraining.

make a wish,

i wish i had a stronger heart;

tougher that can withstand everything that is held upon for me.

you know the story wizard of oz,

when cowardly lion was granted with his wish of having more courage,

i wish i'm as lucky as he was.

;)

guess who's in town?

2nd September 2012

RYAN HIGA

@Bently Music Auditorium 

it costed me RM78 to see him for that one hour,
it's actually very expensive :(
but..
it's worth it. hahah!! 

he swept me off my feet!

just looking at him makes me so happy haha wtf

his abundant emotions just like him on youtube.

can't believe i'm seeing him on the computer everyday,

and now he's just centimeters in front of me.

herrrrrrrrrr!! can't stop screaming!

too lengzai hahah!

there's a fracture of second..

right where he screams on stage hor,

we were actually there with him!!

he promised to feature us in his new video if we behave ;)

well, that's us,

but i can barely make out any of our faces.

hahaha

and yijie's boyfriend :D

don't understand why can he be so funny.

hhahhaha

kbye