Edinburgh is a dream
going through a lot now :(
mentally exhausted. i am really tired this time
kbye!
Thursday, 20 March 2014
Friday, 14 February 2014
valentine's day and chapgohmeh
best thing that has happened to me in Bristol :)
friends that pampered and showered me with their love,
feels like forever despite knowing each other for a short period.
have been taking good care of me. (even more)
have been taking good care of me. (even more)
with constant surprises that come on cheesy occasions,
i feel loved :)
what more can i ask for.
i feel loved :)
what more can i ask for.
happy valentine's day
not being with you and not knowing what the future holds for us. what will happen minhou? :(
Thursday, 6 February 2014
0502
I've always thought that the human body as a very forgiving structure, but apparently it's more fragile than you can ever imagine. I couldn't help but pity her, so young. She must have got great ambitions for the future, and also filled with dreams. So much more to be accomplished and so many people yet to meet. And the people she cares and care about her, what about them. The saddest part is she didn't even got the chance to say goodbye.
live at the moment
Wednesday, 5 February 2014
Saturday, 18 January 2014
must read !
Disclaimer:
this is going to sound bizzare but if you love me you must read this carefully ok! must read really carefully because it means a lot to me!! hahaha!
talked to leeghaiyein and i told her i want eason's 活着多好 on my funeral, and she said she wanted 我等着你回来, then i told her i wouldn't want to attend her funeral because it'd be horrifying. haha! she then reminded me of a movie 六楼后座之家属谢礼, and she said she would want her funeral conducted like the one in the movie because it was cute. i have not thought this through but i would like my funeral to be something like that too! (leeghaiyein i don't care hahaha i want to copy too! neni neni bubu) haha! cause it's meaningful. yes i would like someone to say prayers on my funeral (conventional buddhist funerals :) ) but it would really be nice to sit everyone i love and know together in a room and say something nice about me, not necessarily nice things but just things we've experienced together, or how we met, or the fondest memory you have of me. Oh yes the idea of gathering people that have known me from different stages in my life is so exciting and cool! :) go on and talk to my family or friends, they're nice people! and hopefully you'd get some new information about me haha. embarrassing things also can :D i don't care. haha! and yes someone would weep (hopefully) hahahahahaha wtf, but it's the memories we share that should be cherished. and then everyone will be served my favourite food, nuggets and 汤圆 and laksa and the best nutella crepes from germany, kimchi pancake kimchi friend rice curry, and vegetables lots of vegetables k! then my photographs can be passed around so that one can remember how fat i was hahahahaha! (NO!! i don't want to die in this form !!) and how happy i was! and then the funeral will have a lot of my favourite songs, (grab playlists from my computer k easy enough)! this song also must put!! click! then everybody is allowed to be sad for two weeks then life must go on but must occasionally think of me ok! (concept/line copied from a movie/novel hahaha) then you must remember that i love you all very very very much, remember that i'll be watching over you somewhere above??? wtf. haha! just remember that i love you all la k! very much!!
fuck la i simply write only i want to live until i'm 86 one!! but seriously i would really want my funeral to be conducted like this! there's a lot of things yet to be accomplished by me, getting fit will be first on my list, and graduating from uni (first class hons la wtf) will be second. and then getting married and spend 80 days around the world, nola more than 80 days ok, maybe one year or two years la and having someone to grow old with! then after having footsteps all over the world only i can die peacefully, not now not now!!!
okla bizzare enough i'm going to bath now lo bye!
this is going to sound bizzare but if you love me you must read this carefully ok! must read really carefully because it means a lot to me!! hahaha!
talked to leeghaiyein and i told her i want eason's 活着多好 on my funeral, and she said she wanted 我等着你回来, then i told her i wouldn't want to attend her funeral because it'd be horrifying. haha! she then reminded me of a movie 六楼后座之家属谢礼, and she said she would want her funeral conducted like the one in the movie because it was cute. i have not thought this through but i would like my funeral to be something like that too! (leeghaiyein i don't care hahaha i want to copy too! neni neni bubu) haha! cause it's meaningful. yes i would like someone to say prayers on my funeral (conventional buddhist funerals :) ) but it would really be nice to sit everyone i love and know together in a room and say something nice about me, not necessarily nice things but just things we've experienced together, or how we met, or the fondest memory you have of me. Oh yes the idea of gathering people that have known me from different stages in my life is so exciting and cool! :) go on and talk to my family or friends, they're nice people! and hopefully you'd get some new information about me haha. embarrassing things also can :D i don't care. haha! and yes someone would weep (hopefully) hahahahahaha wtf, but it's the memories we share that should be cherished. and then everyone will be served my favourite food, nuggets and 汤圆 and laksa and the best nutella crepes from germany, kimchi pancake kimchi friend rice curry, and vegetables lots of vegetables k! then my photographs can be passed around so that one can remember how fat i was hahahahaha! (NO!! i don't want to die in this form !!) and how happy i was! and then the funeral will have a lot of my favourite songs, (grab playlists from my computer k easy enough)! this song also must put!! click! then everybody is allowed to be sad for two weeks then life must go on but must occasionally think of me ok! (concept/line copied from a movie/novel hahaha) then you must remember that i love you all very very very much, remember that i'll be watching over you somewhere above??? wtf. haha! just remember that i love you all la k! very much!!
fuck la i simply write only i want to live until i'm 86 one!! but seriously i would really want my funeral to be conducted like this! there's a lot of things yet to be accomplished by me, getting fit will be first on my list, and graduating from uni (first class hons la wtf) will be second. and then getting married and spend 80 days around the world, nola more than 80 days ok, maybe one year or two years la and having someone to grow old with! then after having footsteps all over the world only i can die peacefully, not now not now!!!
okla bizzare enough i'm going to bath now lo bye!
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| taken on the street of Prague near the river that overlooks charles bridge and the castle, 2013. |
Friday, 17 January 2014
Thursday, 16 January 2014
oink
I just came back from the bathroom and I'm really upset because I lost my iPod, again!! this is the third time I couldn't find my iPod, nevertheless the first two times I was lucky enough to find it again. The first time was in the gym, when the nicest receptionist in the gym has successful located it for me. And the second time was in Berlin, when we came back and i couldn't find it on my bed. Apparently the cleaning lady thought it was someone else's and left it with the receptionist.
Only the third time did it not come back :( I was packing my stuff so i can camp in the library, thought i brought my iPod along however didn't see it in the library. Assumed that i left it in the living room or my housemate's room, but when i went for it, it wasn't there :( tried retracing the tracks and the lost and found in school and didn't find it. Thought that if i stopped searching, it'd just resurface. but it didn't :( my shuffle just vanished in thin air wtf
Okay this is no ordinary iPod, it's a pink iPod! haha wtf. nola! it's my 20th birthday present, and from people i love the most. The thing that's bothering so much that makes me want to put myself in a blender is and blend myself into a cup of juice is, this is the third ipod since i was sixteen. I can't believe i just lost another one. I make things disappear so often i hope that there's a built in gps in everything i own, i mean everything! or at least the things that mean so much to me :(
when i came back from prague, i discovered i left my towel in the previous hostel, and my buddha statue necklace that's presented to me as a farewell gift from my aunt is nowhere to be found. I couldn't word to you how much does this bother me but i feel like when i lose something, a new hole is punched in my heart, or brain wtf. i wish i could be more watchful over my things and stop being so gullible and stupid haha!
and i bought two pairs of earphones after i touched down in the uk. i really don't know where did i put my previous pair of earphones T_T
okay since i'm writing about all the bad things i might as well write everything out so that this will be the end of my long list of not really good things that happened in the past few months. okay from the least damaging. i dropped my titus on the kitchen floor and it now has a little scratch on the side. so sad i don't want to look at titus carefully or else i'll spot the scar again.
when i went to berlin, i hurt my foot on the third day and i literally spent the whole of my journey in the hostel. On the bright side, i FULLY utilized the hostel's facilities, the wifi and the bed. haha! almost got pick pocketed by a fuck face and got conned 100 euros by another fuck face. i'm making all this sound so mild but really it was a frightful experience T_T
thought i could spend my christmas eve with fellow friends nicely and i imagined hugs and counting downs and i ended up taking care of drunk friends hahaha! (nevertheless it was actually very amusing and fun taking care of drunk people muahahuahuahuah!) thought i could spend my NYE with kherjia and thought nothing could probably go wrong when the crowd drowned me and i couldn't even call her, ended up with two little kittens only.
now i've finished my exams i thought i could go traveling again, and have booked bus tickets to paris a month or two before when leekherjia stood me up and then my foot starts aching again. quite worried that if i'll end up staying in the hostel everyday like i did in berlin and pretty much everywhere else. so i stayed back, when everyone left! i spent my whole day doing nothing today :(
Hmm hahahaaha actually after writing everything out you'd think it's not that big a deal. it is not. i never thought it was, it's just funny and i really want this to end hahaha! so i'll end here naoooo!!
so here's some pictures of gloucester road and my pink ipod shuffle (with vintage effects i just found out on the internet wtf yahoooooooo!!) bye! :D okay actually just two pictures bye!
Only the third time did it not come back :( I was packing my stuff so i can camp in the library, thought i brought my iPod along however didn't see it in the library. Assumed that i left it in the living room or my housemate's room, but when i went for it, it wasn't there :( tried retracing the tracks and the lost and found in school and didn't find it. Thought that if i stopped searching, it'd just resurface. but it didn't :( my shuffle just vanished in thin air wtf
Okay this is no ordinary iPod, it's a pink iPod! haha wtf. nola! it's my 20th birthday present, and from people i love the most. The thing that's bothering so much that makes me want to put myself in a blender is and blend myself into a cup of juice is, this is the third ipod since i was sixteen. I can't believe i just lost another one. I make things disappear so often i hope that there's a built in gps in everything i own, i mean everything! or at least the things that mean so much to me :(
when i came back from prague, i discovered i left my towel in the previous hostel, and my buddha statue necklace that's presented to me as a farewell gift from my aunt is nowhere to be found. I couldn't word to you how much does this bother me but i feel like when i lose something, a new hole is punched in my heart, or brain wtf. i wish i could be more watchful over my things and stop being so gullible and stupid haha!
and i bought two pairs of earphones after i touched down in the uk. i really don't know where did i put my previous pair of earphones T_T
okay since i'm writing about all the bad things i might as well write everything out so that this will be the end of my long list of not really good things that happened in the past few months. okay from the least damaging. i dropped my titus on the kitchen floor and it now has a little scratch on the side. so sad i don't want to look at titus carefully or else i'll spot the scar again.
when i went to berlin, i hurt my foot on the third day and i literally spent the whole of my journey in the hostel. On the bright side, i FULLY utilized the hostel's facilities, the wifi and the bed. haha! almost got pick pocketed by a fuck face and got conned 100 euros by another fuck face. i'm making all this sound so mild but really it was a frightful experience T_T
thought i could spend my christmas eve with fellow friends nicely and i imagined hugs and counting downs and i ended up taking care of drunk friends hahaha! (nevertheless it was actually very amusing and fun taking care of drunk people muahahuahuahuah!) thought i could spend my NYE with kherjia and thought nothing could probably go wrong when the crowd drowned me and i couldn't even call her, ended up with two little kittens only.
now i've finished my exams i thought i could go traveling again, and have booked bus tickets to paris a month or two before when leekherjia stood me up and then my foot starts aching again. quite worried that if i'll end up staying in the hostel everyday like i did in berlin and pretty much everywhere else. so i stayed back, when everyone left! i spent my whole day doing nothing today :(
Hmm hahahaaha actually after writing everything out you'd think it's not that big a deal. it is not. i never thought it was, it's just funny and i really want this to end hahaha! so i'll end here naoooo!!
so here's some pictures of gloucester road and my pink ipod shuffle (with vintage effects i just found out on the internet wtf yahoooooooo!!) bye! :D okay actually just two pictures bye!
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