updates

Hello :) It's already December in a blink of an eye. And I still can't believe that I'm already here for almost three months and surprisingly, very used to living here.

Living condition wise, it's very safe here, especially for us, it's a blessing to walk around without having to worry about bad people pounding on you or having to cling on your belongings so tightly.

Transportation wise, the buses are generally on time but when it comes to weekends, my activities will have to end before 8pm because the last bus runs till 8.

Accommodation wise, I am very satisfied with my room. Basically I made it so homey by posting hell lots of pictures from home, illuminated with fairy lights, Europe and UK's maps pasted on my cupboard, faint scent of cotton fresh (febreeze lai de wtf) and finally my comfortable bed and three pillows. Only downside of my house is I'm not really close with my housemates except for Enrica. Housemates are nice generally, but sometimes I wonder why do I feel so small and inferior in front of them. Sometimes I'm intimidated by their existence and sometimes I wonder why are they not so friendly wtf. I guess they are just not used to talking to me haha

Social Life wise, okay I'm as dry as a stone or as dry as Hovis's bread refrigerated for more than two days. Except for the times I eat with Enrica, Agnes or Venus and their boyfriends, going to the gym with agnes or attending classes with Hali and Hasnavi, I'm basically locked in my room wtf. Nola!! I got go city de okay! hahaha! Stop portraying myself to be so pathetic. haha! I went to Kherjia's house last friday and it was supposed to be a hangover party but I'm not even drunk!I wonder how does it feel to be drunk, maybe one day I'll give it a go wtf.

Academic wise, I just finished three out of four assignments. Am pleased with my own performance her wtf. I finished both of my assignments a week before the deadline which is not consistent with my previous year's attitude towards work. Maybe that's because it's really boring here. At times I'm not doing homework I must be watching some drama or running man. However there's one final sticky assignment that's due on January. What makes it worse is that I have three more exams in January along with that sticky 1000 word assignment. Have to crack my head to have that written nicely. I borrowed three books from the library to write this assignment but I am still not reading any of those books because I'm....

Travelling wise, Going to Germany soon! and there's a lot of errands I have to complete before leaving. Gosker Tan Shi Wei asked me if it's possible for me to visit twenty countries during my two years here, he then changed his mind and asked if it's possible to travel to twenty cities instead? It's definitely possible I think, I have been to four so far? And I'll be going to Germany, Czech Republic and hopefully Austria this Christmas. As much as being so excited to visit places, I'm worried at the same time T.T I'll be missing a lot of studies in the fifteen days. That's why I'm cramming everything together so I can finish it in time. Well I can! It's just I'll have to bring my revision sheets along to Germany. haha!

Okay recent life: Discovered a movie called 十二夜. It's almost everything I can think of now except for F.R.I.E.N.D.S haha. Can't imagine myself watching the movie, I must pull myself together to watch it. I really desperately hope I can have someone to hold on while watching this but I decided I'll just watch this alone. This is a really powerful movie, I'm not bullshitting haha. 

Wow this post is about 660 words, and it's very easy to achieve 550 words. It'll be equally easy to top up another 450 words and te-da!!!! my 1000 words essay is done!

I'm really fine here, in fact I'm really enjoying my life here to bits. I understand that this will be my only chance living abroad without any serious constraints and even better, I'm sponsored to be here. Well of course, I'm trying to live frugally but I kinda bought some clothes from P&B on Black Friday, I had most of them returned and only kept three la okay. Nevertheless, it's such a pain whenever I think of each of you in Malaysia. I miss my parents, my grandma my dog my friends my bed and everything. It's not beneficial for me to miss everyone so badly. I'm still very glad I'm not too homesick. Or else I wouldn't know what to do. I'll be back very soon and till then I'll be going to a lot of places and make the whole of my time here.

So now ladies and gentleman, I'll have my seminar prep-sheet finished by tonight and I'll have a whole day to do some research on Theo then :) Till then!

(849 words) wtf

Cheddar

In hope of searching for the milky way, Hali and I went on a short excursion to Cheddar. Hali wanted to go to Mendip Hills so badly but we ended up lazing in the hostel.

Fucking Michelin

Anyway we managed to walk around a little bit the next morning :) 

It was extremely quiet, hardly any people walking around. I think my parents would love it here :)

Mustache Girl

Lion King

:)

haha

昨天晚上发了一个梦

发梦到林可韵结婚hahahahah!

然后大家都跑出去接新娘了

然后我说我要拿相机

结果我回去找了很久很久很久

都找不到相机在哪里

原来我一早已经交给品湘还是佩仪了的

可是大家都忘记了

结果我就白找很久

我回去跟大家一起的时候全部东西都结束了
而且谢品湘还在睡午觉!!

然后我好生气哦!!

醒来过后发现

eh.. 也是eh..

我在这里就会错过你们的很多很多了..

真的很多 :(

大家好吗?

明日晴!

做了多少后悔的事真的希望可以重来

如果真的可以重来

你有自信可以做得好吗?

还是重蹈覆辙?

"人类到底是哪来的自信觉得重来就可以把事情做好?"

大家要加油不要让自己后悔

年轻的时候就应该疯狂一点!

想做的事情就去做!

不要留下遗憾了加油!!
 go go go!!


明日やろうバカやろう

if,

i say if,

you are given one more chance to undo things,

what would you do?

friday & saturday night

Weekly progress: 

1. Made some awesome friends and I enjoy calling them unni. 

They're more like family now and I will be super lonely this week because they went to paris :(

2. Bought more lights and hanged them around the window panel. haha

3. Went to Halloween Party and that was my first time clubbing FTW!!

 

thank you for being there ;)

I now have those blur blur dark dark de pictures le FTW!!

and some guy bought me a drink FTW!!!

LIFE ACHIEVEMENT SUPER UNLOCKED FTW!!!

4.

5. going to brush my teeth now bye!

6. my hair grows quite fast. now i have dark roots ohmygod.

7. the wind today is so strong it literally pushed me to quantock court.

8. had kimchi fried rice today for dinner :) lucky i still have agnes to talk to.
tomorrow i'll go gym with her hehehe!

9. going to read the executive brain now bye!

(updated on saturday night because i find friday night too short)

life

"Try to imagine a life without timekeeping. 

You probably can't. You know the month, the year, the day of the week. There is a clock on your wall or the dashboard of your car. You have a schedule, a calender, a time for dinner or a movie. Yet all around you, timekeeping is ignored. Birds are not late. A dog does not check its watch. Deer do not fret over passing birthdays. 

Man alone measure time. 

Man alone chimes the hour. 

And, because of this, man alone suffers a paralyzing fear that no other creature endures. 

A fear of time running out."

- Mitch Albom "The Time Keeper"

a fear of time running out,

sadly true.

pursuing

I missed Eason Chan's concert, 

will miss Vanessa's Vanesday in Supplies Surprise Bazaar,

Leessang's show case next year,

Soda Green's concert next year,

lai minhou's 21st birthday, berpei's 21st birthday, jojo's 21st birthday,

mummy's 59th birthday,

Chinese New Year,

Reunions,

Christmas's at home, (though we don't celebrate)

random meeting ups,

grandma's food and skye's paw.

but anyway I'll make the fullest of the two years I'm going to spend here,

starting off with going to the gym everyday,

and applying moisturizer every night,

and squash once a while,

visiting places that appears on televisions and books,

volunteering (hopefully i find the courage to commit wtf lazy girl),

celebrating christmas in germany,

taking lotsa lotsa and lotsa pictures,

and drink lotsa warm water.

am now in a mission of searching leafy vegetables.

and in search of depths of life. 

good luck wtf 

i'm off studying autism spectrum now.

*click*

*and click*

(hahahahaha!! got happy or not!! :D)

dst

this morning I woke up and checked the time from my phone.

10.30am.

and when I walked to my desk and read the time on my watch,

11.30am.

where did my one hour go??!!

and that was when I finally realized daylight saving starts today.

Brief synopsis:

"The idea of "Daylight Saving Times" (DST) was proposed by George Vernon Hudson in 1985. DST was first implemented in Germany and Austria-Hungary on 30 April 1916. A lot of countries uses DST at various times since then. The whole concept of DST is to let people enjoy more sun and enable people to fully utilize daylights in the winters and autumns when sunlight is more scarce. 

Adding daylight to evenings benefits retailing, sports and other activities that exploit sunlight after working hours."

"Daylight saving time- Wiki"

and that was when I realized we're now eight hours apart

why make skyping so hard wor :(

at the same time this is kinda exciting hehe!


I'm reminding myself to say "pardon" instead of "what" so constantly i'm going to have a stomachache.

little updates

1. made a friend from HELP. such a coincidence and what a shame we didn't discover her till week2.

she's an Indian and sometimes when I talk to her, I talk too fast and suddenly I'm talking in Chinese,

and suddenly I realized she does not understand Chinese.

2. I don't have a full-length mirror in my room. which is causing me problems. Sometimes I annoy my housemates by asking them how do I look and continually changing and asking and changing again if I think I look weird. Other times I check my attire at the glass walls near the bus-stop. Other times I'll talk to laiminhou and see if i look ok through skype webcam T_T

3. Watched Cats yesterday night. 好欢乐好喜欢哦. goosebumps crept all over myself when I finally finally got to listen to the live version. and how spectacular and amazing the musical was. the colours, lightings and all. the only thing is.. in addition to the many things happening on stage, I had to keep my eyes on the subtitle beside the stage. my eyes so busy. haha

4. I like sitting beside the new hongkie friend I made. Although I don't think he likes to be disturbed T___T

5. skyping with everyone. and realized that what an impact we both had on each other. I really miss my best friend in uni. of course i think the same way of you. 在这里真的想不到有谁可以像你包容我的鲁莽和笨拙but at the same time又不忘奚一奚落我.我在这里真的比较小心呢. 在这里真的要放精一点因为我有时真的孤立无援 T__T 我真的很想把你打包来英国. 每次你说你也要来我认真认真觉得你有一丝来的希望. 真的遗憾没有办法在大学的三年都粘在一起.. 可是真真幸运我遇见的是你. 以后可能没有那么多共同语言, 可是请不要放弃我okay. 还有谢谢你做了我一年四个月的糖粘豆.我真的很想你 :(

好怀念呀

话说前几天把Manchester去了一去啦

和可嘉去把嘉敏见了一见

见到好朋友感觉真好 T___T



一起说着说着走着走着时很没有压力的

一起讲着没有人明白的语言

真的很开心的

我并没有不喜欢我现在的生活

我很喜欢交新朋友

只是我更加喜欢你们

话说我每次看到我的housemate阿或者朋友阿

有朋友和男朋友来找

我真的很羡慕的leh.

你们全部赶快存多多钱来这里玩啦

我很挂住你们阿

我在这里看到很多很美的风景

我很想给你们看的 T__T

我在这里很好

只是有时偶尔会想念大家

得知很不好的消息
发现自己困在这个一直下雨和家里有七个小时时差的地方
在10,000公里外只能对着科技知道关于你们
连一个拥抱都没有办法
很远很无奈很无助
请大家好好照顾自己
要好好保重 
在那么远我真的做不到什么
感觉很不好

hello!!

这里很好  只是有点太安静

这里下的雨也很安静很安静

他就是默默的下雨

如果不用眼睛仔细看你不会发现在下雨

不像在家假设下雨他就下很大一场

打雷打鼓酱大大声怕没有人听到酱

可是这里真的很安静

没有风扇的声音, 没有车辆的声音, 没有鸟叫, 没有狗吠

没有邻居念经的声音, 厨房的声音都听不到

晚上只有发神经的洋人有时大喊大叫,

或者打字的声音 ,电脑在扇风的声音

还有晚上躺在床上一只听到肚子在叫,

一直叫一直叫.

最开心是Enrica来问我要吃东西吗?

或者和我讲话.

不然这里真的很安静

有时安静得有点太寂寞

 

不过我很好

我明天就去玩耍咯!!! :D

little things :)

few more things I have to list down:

1. It really feels good to having your own house and room key, but I discovered I'm not the only one having them

2. And to have no curfew.

3. But having someone ask about you when you come home late.

4. When housemates ask if you want to eat food they cooked.

5. Having Hali with me being the inferiors in class. Feel safe

6. Looking at the pictures I stick on my wall :)

7. Buying own food for the week.

8. Drinking water from the tap FTW

9. That printers don't come with cables. wtf?

10. To appreciate sunny days in this country that rains most of the time.

a lot of immobile people hehe

11. One blotch of water on the carpet won't dry in 10 hours.

12. HUMID

13. Missing all of you people in Malaysia

14. Making my room as homey as possible :)

15. Making new friends :)
16. Making new friends from different countries

17. Making new friends that are Malaysian

18. Making new friends that are Malaysian and resemble you people in Malaysia.

thank you for making me feel like home. ps/ i look like a sohai here.

19. Listening to only Soda Green here because I will miss home

20. RunningMan really really help cure homesick wtf T__T

21. Living in a different time zone from everyone is quite tiring..

city of Bath

22. Can't stop loving the sophisticated architecture here :)

23. And sunny days. (I realized I mentioned it earlier)

24. When talking to people as if we were never separated before

25. I miss my dog's fur.  

26. I can cook udon mee!! though a bit salty

Tea at Sally Lunn's

27. Feeling magical talking to people 10,000kms away, separated by one or two or three fkin big ocean. (thingy it does feel amazing wtf haha)

28. Learning to be very very very generous :D

29. I don't know why but I miss korea a lot now T__T going to the not very nice de korean restaurtant again this week. i don't care

72. I love life wtf haha bye



hello 4:56am in malaysia

okay before I start studying.

well I am a really lucky lucky girl, I met really good people here.

First of all I have leekherjia, who is still ridiculously unpredictable and annoying.

thanks to her I got to meet a lot of new friends,

and her kind housemates that are nice enough to cook dinner for me so often;

Hali, my mean Asian friend.

With her people won't label me as the pitiful pathetic lonely Asian girl in class wtf.

My housemates, that invite me to dinner when they see that I'm not cooking.

Especially Enrica that really helped a lot. Couldn't be more thankful.
*wipes tear dramatically*

 

the kelian part is.
I don't eat really well here.

I bought a lot of kit-kats and walkers&kettles chips because they are so fkin cheap.
and will eat them instead of real food.

I don't often have proper meals here. To me, rice and lauk-pauk is so luxurious.

and Hali is so hardworking sometimes she freaks me out wtf.

That's why I am going to study on the third week of the semester. wtf

Other than that I am doing really good.

Except for that tiniiii winnii moment every morning I wake up, I miss home.

 

 

Leaving all of you Malaysian things behind isn't easy though.

I'm learning and
kept reminding myself that this will most probably be the best two years of my life and I will not waste it by whining and missing home most of the time.

 

 

 

Oh and that day I went for a walk in the city with my camera and i-pod.

contented with a good bowl of bibimbap.

Oh by the way I'm not sure why my nostalgic heart includes korea too wtf.

I miss korea T.T

 

Till then :)

 

 

life

Twelve days I'm here.

I am still intrigued by the ability of humans to adapt.

Twelve days I'm here,

first night I arrived I was shaking because it was so cold and I was so afraid;

now I'm already adapting to the cold wind and depressing weathers,

still afraid though.

Class is big, and different.

Class has pathetically few Asians,

but I'm trying to be reallllyyyyy optimistic about things!

I made a new friend today! well Hongkie la cannot meh.

I'm giving my best trying to mix,

but I still don't think I belong,

I'm trying though.

My housemates are really nice;

I have four Malaysians, a Vietnamese and a Pakistanese with me.

All of them are very nice and two of them can cook riilliiii well,

and I think that I am really lucky to have enrica helping me since I first stepped foot into this house.

 

 

And the fact that my family is 10,000km away from me,

just the thought of that makes me anxious,

however

the familiarity of their voices and the unchanged furniture calms me a bit.

 

 

It's just twelve days here and I am exposed to all these things,

shocked yes, yet relieved and grateful,

these people I meet and the opportunity being here in the UK.

 

 

I'm adapting, learning and growing up.

 

instead of counting down the days,

I should really make everyday count here :)

 

 

I'm okay : )

toilet tinkerbelle

廁所女神「トイレの神様」

 植村花菜 

“どうしてだろう　人は人を傷付け
大切なものをなくしてく”

到底为什么  人总要彼此伤害

渐渐失去最重要的东西

thank you for making me what i am today

beaches

A trip to Si Kao, Thailand ;)

A pair of Chris Cross

a dog I named Daisy, again;

A sister;

and A brother, 

a belly pretty cousin,

a temple with bells chiming with the wind,

a very high class and costy in bed breakfast;

a very good day to bath in the sea,

family :)

a Valentine's dinner setup,

an injured cousin,

a very pretty sunset,

cousins ♥

familyyy ;)

a Bokeh in Si Kao ;)

and a sky full of stars,

a cave that led us to the other world,

a pond full of tiger pishes,

a lot of coconuts, tomyams,

and a heart full of love.

hahaha wtf.